25-10-2010

Today is my happiest day for these recent few years. Because i received an excellent gift from someone i treasure the most=D....although in the morning when the postman called me to get the gift since no one at home to receive it. I ran all the way back to apartment, and accidentally twisted my left leg....but anyhow, it all worth it=D. Awwww, so much of loved....>///<.

The moment i open the gift box, i smell nice nice smell from gift box....and it was wrapped with tape. One side written Happy Birthday, another side written OPEN NOW? Lol, soo creative, and i like it very much. Inside the giftbox is a Panda Air Freshener...I guess this is the thing who make the whole gift box smell soo good=) and there is another cup which a sentence written on it ," I want to make lots of beautiful memories with you".....Awwwwww, another sweet arrow shot my heart right in the spot. And and there is one Money Can written. Sai <3 too="D." berry="D.">

Then there is a pack of chocolate....=D LOVE IT!! Sweetest i ever taste! Also a pic frame which got a lion sketch inside....T____T. soooo niceee one, i haven feel touched in long time ago~~~

13, u also make me love this number even more!! the way u wrote the letter LOL sooo cute one,u dun have to correct what u had mistaken wrote~~i get it=D.....

I am sure this is the best gift i ever received in my life....such detail...so much of...efforts....so much of care.....>////<. And whole day long i keep thinking of....XD.

From today on, i know there will be few things going on in my future.

1. Whenever i eat chocolate, i will never find better chocolate than yours.

2. I will save more money whenever possible to buy nice nice stuffs for u.

3. When i am drinking coffee, i know u are with me enjoying the fragrance of coffee.

4. You will be my great motivation become someone better, and i gotta ensure ur life going to be happy like the SARUBOBO DOLLS. i wanna be your Sarubobo dolls.

All these years, i never truly feel such loved in my life.....so much of care....I hereby swear to God, or any higher almighty existence out there. I will give my best to protect you from any harms...

Wandering in this world for 23 years,

Live in sorrow and disastifications,

U come in,

Say to me,

Hold my hand, and fly with me.

Suddenly, a light glow into my world,

I high up onto the sky and looking on people struggling on the ground,

just like before me,

and while i look at the hand i holding on,

i only realize i flying without wings,

u are there,

smile at me,

Angel.

Thank you for come to me.

U give me hope, so i know what i going to achieve in future.

U give me strength, so i know i have to be tough enough to able to protect someone

U give me care, the warmest i ever had , the one u can melt my heart in secs

U tell me how beautiful is the rainbow, I have to ignore that while i think u are the most beautiful creation of GOD.

U are the definition of charm, lovely and all nice nice things.

U are the reason of anything, U are everything.

So let me be strong, so i can offer a shelther for u whenever u need

Let me be ur dustbin, where u can throw every troubles and sadness in ur head to me.

Let me be ur lullaby, which can pamper u to have sweet dream every night and then.

Let me be ur pillow, where u can cry in my arm when u wnt to.

Let me be ur Happy fruit, where u will only cry of happiness.

No matter what happen, Let me be ur side to share every moments with u...

If God is the ONE who can make it happen, then i found my faith.

Thursday Morning

Every weekend and Thursday of the week, there is some kind of Fear, Stress embedded inside and ready to be burst out...Until now, i still haven figured out what actually the lecturer want. What so special of my art center? What do u mean by One Malaysia? I myself cant even define it well....I know that theater layout have to be shoe like rectangular, so sound wave can distributed evenly, i know that the optimum distance of sound source to audience have within 20 m to have good quality of acoustic. I know that Raking seating layout maximum can raise to 35 degree to have comfortable viewing posture...dimension of seating....these technical stuff is not helping at all now =.=!! What is ur concept?!! AH WONG!!damn, u sucks~Fornication Under Consent of King ~~U!!!

Yesterday, i went out with my firm colleague to a 5-6 M banglow located in Tanjung Bunga...Damn luxurious...180 degree view from the room to sea...infinity pool connected with Foyer, u can just open the sliding door and jump into the pool right away! What really shocked me is the owner actually have 3 unit in that area which cost estimately 10-12 m in total......GOD, i wish he has a daughter or i am gay!! But i am not~~Soooo rich~~

I just purchased a car, and paying it with my part time job. But until there is no news from my uncle who help me with those paperwork stuff...Dang, i wnt my car!! Rwarrr!

I been thinking a weird question lately....Happiness, it comes from chemical reaction of brain cells or there is actually a soul living inside? And i think DNA is really a magical stuff, how come it order the single cell which Sperm met with Oval and duplicated into such complicated structure, Human Body? And these living cells not only can walk, eat and stuff but can feel things,having lust, recognition of friends, voices and doing response.....all of these just come from the simple DNA??so if that is true, if i die...it is just like death of bunch of living cells... and so there is not such Hell or Heaven? Faith, is a belief that u believe something which is not seem or hear. U just believe it exist, that is faith. What if Faith is some kind of Chemical reaction of brain as well that DNA tell u to find something to believe in so u dun give up the lifespan of living cells of ur body maybe...what the hell i am doing now-.-?

Back to the question, what is so SPECIAL of the bloody Art Center....Think think think~

"INTO THE WILD"

It's had been a week of hectic life ...And i feeling uneasy every morning i wake up...keep feeling that there are a lot of stuff have to be done. But in fact, not sure what should i have do though. The final design thesis title will be " ONE MALAYSIA ART AND CULTURAL CENTRE". How i gonna derive the "ONE MALAYSIA" concept ? Why art centre? and so many why i gonna justify by myself.

I started to feel stress and it comes from nowhere...But today, i went up with eezin. He is like waking me up in the mist."Sai, U feeling stress because u scared of failures." *Boulder drop into the calm water* A big splash inside me...damn, he is damn right about it. I am actually scare of failures in every aspects in my life. I scared of being in love again, scared of being judged by people, scared of being abandoned by people, scared of changes in life....Alright, I gonna try to do some changes from now on, through every failures in hope of being stronger man. "If u never heard of my updates again, just wanna to let u know, U are a great pal,Bye"

KL trip episode 2

Wow, my semester started on Monday. That was totally an nightmare, It is very hard to convince lecturers on the design thesis everybody proposed, there are some famous phases which coursemates now like to use it in every conversation we are having. " I said it already, dun say it anymore" quoted by YOS. " Meaning u dun understand lah..." quoted by YOS again. Just imagine that he started to teach Architecture in USM 1985 which i haven't borned yet. Maybe half of me still sperm and half of me still ovul which watching million of my fellows dying to just watching me being "ME"....Ah, it just poped out in my head. Nonsense. So, yea he sure know a lot of things. Since i am not well prepared, to be exact, " U dun know what u are doing, U dun prepare for it." quoted by YOS again. So, i surely need to find a specific 5 acres of site in Penang island since i might need to visit MPPP from time to time. So, i rode my lil bike to tour Georgetown around....Spent like 4.30 hours on bike, i guess i can ride back to home already. The reason is, i Lost in the georgetown. I been places that i never know how to get out, here are some tips for those who are totally lost. Try to search for Bigger roadways, because it always lead to main highway. It was fun actually, because i am doing the ride on my own. I dun have to bother people when i am lost or getting Hot sun shine....I got 3 sites to be proposed, hope i can make it on friday then.

And yeah, due to busier life now. I dun think i have much time to write some shits here. Monday,thursday and friday studying, tuesday,wednesday and saturday Working part time. My mum actually asked me to stop the part time work. Well well, i just really enjoy earning money by my own and spend it without worrying" Damn, i am buying gifts with my mum's money, I am having fun with my mum's money." I really need these financial independence so i can spend my money without guilt. Now whenever i buy things or treat meals, i only use MY money. Thats realy cool stuff. Feel like a man. haha

Ah, i cant stop bullshitting -.- . Back to KL trips, well excepted National Museum, i visited Aquarium in KLCC as well. There is one memorable scene for me, when i bought my ticket , it was around 4 pm and it was pirana feeding time.

Thus, when those vicious fishes are tearing meats into bone. I hear kids around me" Look at that, wow!" a white kid yelled, " Tengok tengok, Ikan ni jahat lah", malay kido whispered to his dad." Kuai kan, chi ren Yu!" Chinese kido with China slang shouted too. I found it is very amusing since they are actually saying same thing but using different languages. Is this call One Malaysia? I guess only when seeing something nasty happen, just like Pirana tearing apart those baits, Just like how Invaders exploited our natural resources....i am not that patriotisme actually. Just got inspired by The national Museum, there is one media and audio corner where a old malay man described to 3 kidos consist of malay, cina and india..always the same shit on how we get independence. One Malaysia? yea, ask Singapore and US invaded us. U will have a ONE MALAYSIA for real. Thats what am i thinking on that moment, during pirana feeding time...

Well i really appreciate Choon Hooi, AhMiao during my KL trip because they drive me around although they are busy with their own stuff. I am glad i have them =D. And yea, another experience is ....KTM during 6-7 o'clock in Masjid Jamek, there are so called ladies corner. I dun realy know why they need ladies corner until.... i realised what it called " SARDINE".

There are like every 15 mins, u got a train passing by. But only u can squeeze in like sardine in those steel moving contena. I really feel i am like a sardin being put squeezed into one tin. I hardly walk because people pushing in and yea if u wnt to take advantages on girls. It is perfect place u can do it. Because u dun actually approach the girl. All u need to do is, stand in the right direction on the hot chick u target with. Then let the crowd behind u do the nasty job for u- Pushing u towards her. While u can act innocent like u dun intend to molest her or something...Yea, They really need ladies corner to protect them from perverts. Of course i am not pervert, i just thinking on pervert's perpective.... u know? People keep saying Think Out Of the Box...Kahui accompanied me during that time tho, and i really feel have to protect her from any other harm during that time...Maybe it is perfect for man to show their manhood as well too? Well, hanging out with ah hui was really pleasant time, she is that kind of lady who will absolute listen to u...She seem can talk any shits as long as u can think of. She talk finance thingy with SukYee, "By pass or Pass by" with Angel some medical term, talk about interior and building with me as well too.

How can she dun get bored by that? She seem interested in every shit u talked about....HUI~~u gonna make a good wife, i am pretty sure. Because, men like to bullshit and if u can find someone who willing bullshitting with u. Just awesome! Isnt't it? Any male friend of me who willing to meet this fine lady, give me a call right now. (Whisper)She still single!!

And another place my hometown friend brought me to is " LOOK OUT POINT" in ampang. Dun ask me where is it, because i got no idea at all. Well, that is a realy beautiful place, A perfect place for dating couple. KL night view, Adequate temperature, Dark and abit lighting ambience, i am not surprised if seeing couples kissing or hugging there. I think that is the place made for it...I like that place very much because of the night scene. Every light dots i saw, might come from moving car,Buildings,Street lamps...they keep blinking in the dark...and thats really beautiful because if u use ur imagination abit. U can imagine in every light dots, People are doing their daily activities, watching hongkong dramas, studying for exam, OT for work, Chit-chating in balcony, having great time in Bedroom....haha. So every light dot, it mean something is happening in the city and i feel like a God watching them from above....imaginary one. Wakaka, i might want to zoom out Bedroom part if i can*giggles*.

And thanks for my buddies, weijian,old dog, ah ka. Because they with me on the last two day of KL too. Visiting Zoo Negara, Titiwangsa Park....and there is a Triangle like building made of many triangles...i really want to know what is that building tho....Yea, about the Zoo Negara...it's bit disappointing actually. I think Taiping Zoo better than it. I mean the facilities, the atmosphere and maintenance...In overall, it was a great trip after all. Hmm, i should get a camera next time. Hoping i will have my next trip soon. Ciao! Time to watch " IT Crowns", freaking hilarious stuff!

Kuala Lumpur 5 days trip

7-7-2010

My bus departed from my hometown at 2.35 pm, which was delayed 1 hour for no reason-.-. Anyhow, i am still excited because it's been a Loooooong time i haven't travel. I reach KL around 6-7pm. The bus stopped at Bukit Jalil, choon hooi told me to board on KMT to go KLCC to meet him. On my way to the Station, i get caught by a youngster, 22 years old. Claiming that i won somekind of prizes and have to go their center to claim the prizes. Well, i knew they try to fool me and cheat some of my pocket money. But i was curious how they cheat ppl and the progress going, so i pretened i was very excited about the prize stuff. " Why u so excited as i am the winner of prize?", i said. "Because I am happy for u?". He said. I nodded. " Where u from?" i asked. I looked into his eyes, He avoided my eyesight and said, "I am from Kota Bahru, so i dun speak cantonese well..." He feel uneasy being stared by me, i can tell that by his hand rubbing. Then i went to the place which he called Office. That's look sooo awful, if u ever watch Gangster Movie of Hongkong, thats exactly place like that. People smoking, Techno musics playing...i was so shocked how come people can be fooled by the terrible scene. So i sat down in a room, and here come a Tomboy. When he/she came in. " Please be seated", i said. He/she was puzzled by my greet though, thing getting interesting for me=D. Then i took the control of the conversation," Hello, My name is ahsai, how bout u?" "How old are u exactly?" "How many years u been worked?" i tried to bomb he/her with questions. He/she get panicked and started to telling me how should i get my prizes, how much money in my credit card, what prizes offered...then i just said, " Do u know Junishu?i worked there at 2006." He/she said, " So u are our senior?" " Yea, sort of", i answered. " When u try to convince ur customer, u should not get excited than the client" " Stop writing things in paper, tell ur customers in short and simple sentences, get them excited" " Dun avoid eye contact, human sensitive about body language"i said. I felt the glory of winning that moment!! IT WAS SO FUN! THEY FACE TURN INTO SO AWKWARD AND STUPID LOOK!!

But then, i realised if i doesn't know they are "GUAGUALE", i must be fooled. Because, they are kinda good in setting psychology traps and luring prey in...Kuala Lumpur, a place u can't never put down ur defensive wall against strangers i guess.

8-7-2010

Wake up in the morning around 8.30 am in Ahmiao's Puchong house. After breakfast,he fetched me to the KMT nearby , if not mistaken, it is called Serdang. I planned to visit National Museum today, thus i reached KL sentral by KMT. Then turned Putra LRT to Kelana Jaya. Yea, i was totally a fool, when i get to Kelana Jaya." How much to National Museum yeah?" I asked. " Macha, National Museum far from here lah, u should go Bangsar , it is much easier for u" An Indian texi driver said. Damn, that's was lame =.=. Then i turned back to Bangsar as he said, it was already 12 pm. Then i get in a texi, and the driver is chinese. He was very talkative tho. " Uncle, if i want to go National Museum by bus, what number huh? i asked. " U asked a monk to lend u a comb now, i never board a bus since 30 years ago." He laughed. "Haha" i laughed in silly face too." Young boy, why go to Museum by urself? No with wear skirt one? U must be an lonely man. " He teased." Yea, i am...i was attracted by the Coffin exhibition." I said. " U must be a weirdo too!" He laughed aloud. "I think i am, ppl used to call me that tho." i answered. I started thinking am i a weirdo and lonely man.....Yea, he got his point. =.=. Anyhow, It was a really eye-opener though. Walking alone and seeing things alone...i kinda like it. Feel so free, i dun have to bother people, people dun bother me. I got my own time, then i realised, i can have full privacy too even in public space. I dun have camera along. In short, there are stones, weapons, antique, clothes,paperwork...but, if u see them one by one and try to read those descriptions, plus imagination how people used these stuff. It gonna take u around 4- 5 hours to able to finish the Museum exhibition. Well, i spent that much time, and i dun really manage to read all tho....argh, i gotta stop here for now. Comics is calling my name...

*To Be Continued*

Sunday

Today is sunday, a day to relax and anime time=D. "The time traveller girl", a realy nice....anime. Especially the background, the sky, the house, school,window, table lamp...i can even imagine how much efforts those artists had done in producing such....magnificient drawing....The linework, the colour, tone...gosh...they are godlike artist*salute*. ah..when think of some unfinished work in firm....depressed...T___T. Anyhow, i will go KL no matter what!! yay! meeting miao, hooi and kee=D!!yay!i gonna fully enjoy my next week!!woohooo

Penang's one night trip

Penang, I had been here like...4 years. Yea, i still don't speak Hokkien nor understand them...Yesterday was totally a ....eyeopener for me, my friend just took me to few places in Penang at night where i never been...and i only discovered that. Damn shit, Penang is an awesome place as well. What the hell i am doing in my little room before? There are really beautiful places around me actually, but yea i neeed a pal to be with me ...like when i see something beautiful, i like to describe it. It will be stupid if i talk to myself...Anyway, thanks to my friend. I had a great time and life is not just working and studying...slow down ur move, anything around u become brighter and start glowing.....Beautiful~

Happiness

1. Happy, when i am riding my motorbike and bombing my ears with SNSD's song. Especially on the way to return to apartment....it kinda dangerous because i tend to ride fasterXD. But it is totally awesome feeling.

2. Happy, when in the end of month, get salary and planning how to spend it. Especially handing RM 200 to mum, and telling her," Mum, u dont need to bank in money to my account, i got enough to survive." It make me feel like a real MAN.

3. Happy, if my daddy will stop being alcoholic and smoker...and taking good care of mum. Spend more time with mum...

4. Happy, when having a cup of coffee, a novel and free time to enjoy it. That's life i talking about!

5. Happy, if i having enough money and sufficient time to travel to places, especially beach and highlands.

6. Happy, when talking with friends, buddies and knowing what happen on them. Seeing them graduated, searching for job, Getting lovers, Getting married, giving birth...bla bla bla. Hail the friendship=D

7. Happy, if manage to find a soul mate who can totally settle down with me, and planning to establish a family with me...Buying car, House, Furniture, Dog,Trip, Celebration with families...and no more heart broken time. Time wait for no man, live my life with loneliness is the last thing in world i want.

8. Happy, If i am able to build dream houses to my family and my wife's family. It...is kinda impossible, but still it is a total success a man can ever made, man like me=.=

Yea, i think that's it on my head.

-The End-

Salute Pingsen=D

1. 也许我们年纪还太小，总是说自己还有很多能得到幸福的机会；但如果我们不再踏前一步去争取，剩下的，只有遗憾和幸福的嘲笑声.
2.牵我的手，是你给的关心和喜欢；曾几何时，牵我的手，却变成了一种需尽的责任

He is my ex-classmate. His blog accompanied me during my lunch time...Immersed into his blog, drinking coffee, music on. Chatting in msn....Now i know what is "Enjoy Present"...I strongly recommend his blog to u guys=D. Website= http://pingsen.blogspot.com/. U will be impressed, i ensure u that. Salute Pingsen

22-6-2010

My wallet just left RM 40, and i still have to hold on six more days until my salary out....Is this what people call sucks in financial management? Guess so...But i actually know where my money spent...my mum RM200, RM 180 pay for Ah fu's hostel bill, RM360 For room rent,RM 200 to clear last month bills...Parking for motorbike RM 30 per month, watched like 4-5 movies..Lets say RM 50...RM 40 on gasoline...So i spent almost RM 440 on food?!...haha, but i know when the semester start, Rong gonna return me RM 360 plus the bill before, and so do Ah fu RM 180 $.$. Thats why people said earning a life is tough huh...cant imagine if i have to pay for Car, House, Insurance....and...Shit, i gotta find some way to be able to keep some money for travel!!! Ah...i soo wnted to go camping!!! or or swim like crazy!!! or or bicycling !!! Life is not that simple as i thought=.=

Somebody must be singing at Penang

I awaken by the rain this morning around 7.50 am...Ah,I got a feeling that the day gonna be a good day, that the day gonna be .....NO! Hell no, it never stop~i sms my bos that i will be late today since keep raining =.=. So i decided to put on my raincoat and ride to my company....and yea as i predicted, traffic jam since everybody driving their car to work...Totally a mess, and my raincoat sure done a shit work, i am totally wet -.-....What a day....and it still raining now. I guess somewhere gotta be flooding right now...God, have mercy upon us. I shall not complain too much to u><. And today have to rush the drawing for bos, i will say: This is definitely not a good day for me=(. A smile for a smile, :D:D:D:D. It will be good if today is sunday where i can sleep like piggy~sigh~

This is another extension project for semi-Detached house....Client's budget is around 300 k including interior design, sound crazy yea?...the latest news i heard is, he going to take the plan we designated and give to contractor build on it own....it is just too cunning if thats true...This is something i kinda like, modern simpler line work, wider opening, defined horizontal and vertical elements, Red match with white integrated with walnut flooring, oak timber strut. Simple and elegant. I think my dream house gonna do in this way some day=D. Just that will be better if i can realy see it be built on site....Hope client will not disappointed me =(.

Father's Day

I just called my Daddy and wish him Happy Father's Day... and i realised that we dun have much to talk. Since my childhood, Daddy is that kind of stern and silent father. I just remember he always tell me," Study Hard, Take good care of ur health, Drive safely..." we never like wow thats hot chick there, 3 o'clock or any other conversation u can imagine....And everytime i call him, always because of mum telling me he is going to drink tonight again, and he totally lost control when drinking...he dun realised that he having high colestrol? and my grand parents both die of cancer? He smoking everyday....soo, here is the conversation ." dad, Happy Father's day." "Thanks....oh Our Malay Granny just passed away( She is my grandfather's daughter, adopted by Malay family since baby, so we do have some connection eversince) " Oh, realy? thats bad.." " I am on my way to the funeral now" He said. " Mum is at home" He added. " oh dad, i just calling u to wish u Happy Father's day, and take care of ur health, Dun smoke and drink too much." " Ok ok, u drive safely too, and take care". "Bye....So yeah i guess that is all the phone call about...He always tell me, take care of ur mum. Just send me to OldFolk Settlement... and stuff. And i just hope he will understand Mum need him too. Thats his responsibility to accompany her too...She devoted her youth and golden age to my daddy. So, Dad. Take care of mum as well. I know u love us, and i have no problem offering any financial support to u and mum' s trip when i come out to work ...So yea, Happy Father's Day=D Take good care of ur health, Drive safely, Have good rest after work.

Another review of what i had done

This is probably the most proper stuff i had done in my studio for all these long timeXD, Still i am sucks in building by-law, technical stuff. And i am so thankful to my coursemates especially Roong, Chiawei, Reno, Laysan and Yikhing...They teach me and offering their helps so generously. It would be a disaster without them around my Uni life=D

Hey this remind me we have to make Melvynn spend some of his money to treat us a meal. Wakakaka. SYok!! Some of my friends told me it looks like business center, residential apartment and all kind of weird stuff XD...i just wnt to say whether it look alike anot, it is a Business Hotel lol~~i dun think it is 4-star tho, but i do put time and efforts in doing this. So at least i am responsible for myself.

Bird eye view although all adjacent buildings are in white XD.

Deluxe suite? tell me if u realy wnt to stay one night here....haha

I like this superior suite, not bcos of the interior but cos of the light getting in.=D

Single room, this is only for Single businessman to stay? Look nice to me tho.

Alright, this is one of my presentation board. Bcos the file so heavy, i'm lazy to upload it. I quite satisfied with this actually,first time to think much on treating facade. It did kill many of my brain cells...so ciao look forward what coming to me in future. =D

18-7-2010

Coolest people in my life:


Mummy
No doubt she is the one who love me the most in this world. Although she dun say i love u, my baby or stuff like that. She is someone who dun talk but act. She is a lovely and easy going with me, no matter what am i doing, decision making, she just support me without any doubts. She dun have chance to study last time, and married to my daddy in the early age of her. And since then, she been doing the housework for family and taking care each one of us. I still remember when i was in standard Four, i changed school from Jerlun to KK Tsungwah. I was terrified by my class teacher who telling me to go back to ur hometown to study and she complained how bad i was in front of my mum. My mum didnt say a word to me but she accompanied me to learn boarding school bus back to my village. She never expect me to be someone successful but someone who healthy and reach home safely...She spent most of her life in taking care of us. She dun realy has her life....sometime i realy feel bad bcos i dun have much time and ability to travel with her. Now i realy look forward to graduate soon and able to show my mum how beautiful the world is, and always i wnt her to know that ---I Love Her. U raise me up~~so i can stand on the mountain~~U raise me up, i can stand in stormy sea...

Siau kee

A buddy i had known for 10 years. In front of her,I have no secrets, in fact i actually revealed some of my bad sides in front of her too such as... crying, dang i am so sissy=.=. But that's exactly how i trusted her, She is sure very important person in my life, someone who can talk about the past, the present and future. She is pretty, elegant, soft, considerate, easy-going...hmm knew her like 10 years, i hardly find any disadvantages of her. Talking to her always a pleasant time for me. My secondary school time was really fantastic and she is sure the main creator of memories. I really hope that she will have a wonderful life ahead, and she deserve the greatest things in the world. Amigo, all the best =D.

Ah KA

Another buddy i spent my secondary school time with. A man full of sense of humor, a man who love his family, and always there when family need him. Every time i see him going estate to work with his mum or dad, i impressed by him a lot. What a good kido, and of course we shared also a lot of memories. There are stuff we been doing together such as scouting time, travel time, chit chat time...Too much to tell, in short, He is absolutely cool manXD. It is my fortunate to able to know him. Cheers!

Choon Hooi

A dinosaur when the first time i met him in standard four, i once said: "do u think u look like a dinasour? " Well, that was physically speaking, but now it prove me i never wrong. Because he is indeed a good man that u hardly find anywhere else. When i think of doing crazy stuff, travelling, he is the first one who pop up in my mind. So it is a loss for gals who dun appreciate him, Bcos he is such precious dinosaur. I had made very much promises with him such as next time our kidos will have basketball match and stuff...Haha i can even imagine that now. And hey, u know what? Just get to know him, u will find how good is him. The description of him, i leave u to explore okay? tell me if want his contact^^.

Angel kwan

A lady who REALLY....how to describe it...AWESOME! She is determined, well organized, always know what she want in life, family-minded, Intelligent, lovely....it will be a WOW when u talked to her. She is really thoughtful person, and i can say she is kinda like my "teladan". The way she perceive the world is just special...And when talk to her, i always get inspired and have the urge to become better person. That's how good she is, a person who able to motivate another. But i dun realy wnt to meet her bcos she is going to be a doctor XD...*joke*. Seriously, She is just perfectly awesome! Hope u will achieve what u always wnt, angel =D.

Alright...now it bother me , becos it seem everybody is poping up in my mind now, and i am in working firm...so yeah, Next time!! Time to work!

17-6-2010

After a day work, when i returned to rented apartment. My housemate ask me to swim along. We chat like few hours i think, he is really a mature person, know a lot of stuff, always willing to share which i really like about him. Cant imagine he is younger than me....haha.

Well, what he shared with me really like throwing one rock into calm water. BUSshhh, although Bruce Lee tell me Be Water....Ah it is not even related. So, yeah. He was like open my stubborn eyes, what i had missed and wasted ~

1. When think of someone, just call him or her. Well, i called two friends and my mum after that.
2. Trust people. Always trust ppl, even though ppl betrayed u, u actually lose nothing but he or she lose a friend.
3. Sharing is learning. Telling people whats in ur mind in proper way, if everybody can do that. Then there will be no conflict, since we know boundaries where we cant cross over.
4. Confident. U have to be confident and never look down on urself. If u do, then how do u expect ppl to respect u?

i read a book before, it mentioned about u take years to build a building, u just need one atch to burn it down. U take years to build ur reputation, u just need one lie to totally fuck up ur image. U take long period to establish ur business, u just need one wrong decision to tear it down. So there are four matches mentioned in the book:

1. Uncontrollable emotions. This is what bother me the most, bcos i am such an emotional person, well i really hope i can improve on this. "Start with the man in the mirror", Michael Jackson.

2. Unwise decision without considering. This apply to everything:career, friend, family, love. Everything u need to do decison. So be calm and think over when u going to decide something, bcos it always bring to certain consequences can pretty mess u up.

3. Stubborn. Okie, again that's me =.=. Damn, i think i pretty fucked up now...haha. Bruce Lee tell me," Be water, my man". See, i told u. He is great philosopher as well! Rwar!

4. Narrow and evil minded. i think i not that evil person, narrow minded yea in some aspect...

In conclusion....I dun even have bricks and cement to build my building, and i think i can survive in the jungle, since i have pretty much matches. *lame joke*. Oh man, i gotta do something about it.

16-6-2010

BE WATER~quoted by Bruce Lee

I knew him since my childhood. He is like a legend, his lighting fist and kicking, how i wnted to have that kind of martial skills...Rwar!! But i never knew so much about him until yesterday i watched a video about him. He is not only a Kungfu legend, the first chinese successfully glowing in the Western Film industry which chinese always act as drivers, comedians and slave. As Stan Lee mentioned, He is a hero without costume on. He also good in philosophy, pioneer of body fitness. He inspired Director of Rush Hour Series, Rapper and musician, Even Free Runner of Euro...Oh man, just with 4 movies, he bring great impact to the world. He once said," When u pour water into teapot, it become teapot. Into bottle, it become bottle. It can crash stone, it never stop and no obstacle can stop it. So, Be water, Man."

Be water....be flexible....i like it. Salute Bruce Lee! Oh between, there is another topic i wanted to write it down here.

GHOST THEORY

First of all, i believe that ghost exist. It is a explanation i define myself. We learnt about, Energy cannot be destroyed or created, only can transform. We, Human brain power, it's an energy form. So what if human died, where the energy go? yea, guess what, transformed into What we call "Ghost". And another idea comes out, how about being possessed by ghost? Well, we learnt about same frequency will have phenomena of resonance. Which mean, when our brain power in same frequency with "ghost" energy, we likely to have resonance with "them". Thus, having their memory and able to tell their story. why i suddenly mention about this? It is because i viewed ghost video in fb XD and terrified. So i have to find explanation to be not terrified. Human tend to scare of unknown things. So it is better to make a assumption to explain it =D. Alright, no bullshitting anymore. Start the work today!

15-June-2010

Another day started, i called my friend last night to settle the conflict. I am glad that i at least make it clear without anymore misunderstandings. In the end of conversation, i whisper to myself, i shall remain calm all the time no matter what happened next time. I found out that everytime i pissed off of something, and always, i will regret for what i done and said afterward....sooo, the better solution is....dun do something u gonna regret. I been thinking was i a jerk before, i seem like deserve the consequences being dumped. So how about the went to book store to buy book for her? how about some stupid hand-made Christmas card? How about the tears i been dropping? How about the miserable life i am leading? How about i keep distant from girl approach? Anyhow, i am still a jerk, i admit it. Do u know when the 21th birthday of my life, i found out that u actually dump me because of u dated with other guy, i am phobia of celebrating birthday now? But i think i deserve it, since i hurted u before, so yeah i deserve the pain. I am not a saint, i cant realy happy for u, although i wish i can. But i understand that he is indeed a good guy although i dun really know him....from what i read of his blog. yea, he is obviously better choice. I been trying for years just to forget, but anyhow the pain haunted me from time to time. Ppl telling me time is cure? i doubt that....So in the end, i am the one who keep torturing myself. Is this my fault being too serious about this? when will this end...haiz...i am tired of the stubborn me. i even hate myself being like this...endless nightmare...

Anyway, there is something i am kinda proud of myself tho. Able to involve creating cool interior and exterior atmosphere and spaces, And yeah i am thinking of record some of my working exp daily in this blog. I think it gonna be some of my notes in my future undertaking. So yeah, why dun do it? This is the extension of existing single storey semi-detached house. Client wnted a colonial Victorian type of building...but anyhow integrated with Balinese....i wonder what should i call it...Anyhow, becos of the single pitched roof and extruding in and out of plan which is the main feature of modern building plan...it suppose to have symmetry building plan and double pitched roof to create that victorian building....Anyhow, clients complaining about it doesnt look like a colonial building...soooo, i proposed crossing pattern casement window, and cement cladding to treat the facade, feature stone wall integrating in...and somehow, it is a weird combination for me though. But i do what i have to do, it is depend how on client think about it....i dun mind trying other options tho. Since playing facade is kinda fun for me, haha.

This is the first proposal....
from first storey to double storey, i never know how they gonna get the approval from council, totally insane huh~but money is magic, nothing is impossible ~And i know this is not final yet =.=. See how then

14-6-2010

Okie, i keep telling me to be someone better than i should be. And i seen like failed to do so. I am already 23 years old...and that i dun even notice time is flying and passing without any clues. Today, i read again stuff in xanga.com...i having a conflict with one of my friends...i cant sleep last night... i am feeling uneasy today....i talking to myself in the middle of midnight...i am doubting myself am i a....jerk. too much of stuffs in my head now, so i gotta throwout here.

What i wnt to highlight today is... i watched a record about dolphins slaughter in japan. That realy make me feel upset about it...to make thing worse, the government of Jap even try to cover it up and come out with a lot of excuses which i call bullshits...too bad for them not realizing what horrible things they had been done and still doing it... i think they lost qualification as a human being. And i even pray to God to judge them....i think i am kinda evil on that point. Alright, i realy hope that i can settle the conflict with that friend by today. And if possible, i want to learn some things in 3 D max and sketch up vray....Persistency, Gambateh, tingsai! To be someone better!!Never lose ur temper again!!