17-6-2010

After a day work, when i returned to rented apartment. My housemate ask me to swim along. We chat like few hours i think, he is really a mature person, know a lot of stuff, always willing to share which i really like about him. Cant imagine he is younger than me....haha.

Well, what he shared with me really like throwing one rock into calm water. BUSshhh, although Bruce Lee tell me Be Water....Ah it is not even related. So, yeah. He was like open my stubborn eyes, what i had missed and wasted ~

1. When think of someone, just call him or her. Well, i called two friends and my mum after that.
2. Trust people. Always trust ppl, even though ppl betrayed u, u actually lose nothing but he or she lose a friend.
3. Sharing is learning. Telling people whats in ur mind in proper way, if everybody can do that. Then there will be no conflict, since we know boundaries where we cant cross over.
4. Confident. U have to be confident and never look down on urself. If u do, then how do u expect ppl to respect u?

i read a book before, it mentioned about u take years to build a building, u just need one atch to burn it down. U take years to build ur reputation, u just need one lie to totally fuck up ur image. U take long period to establish ur business, u just need one wrong decision to tear it down. So there are four matches mentioned in the book:

1. Uncontrollable emotions. This is what bother me the most, bcos i am such an emotional person, well i really hope i can improve on this. "Start with the man in the mirror", Michael Jackson.

2. Unwise decision without considering. This apply to everything:career, friend, family, love. Everything u need to do decison. So be calm and think over when u going to decide something, bcos it always bring to certain consequences can pretty mess u up.

3. Stubborn. Okie, again that's me =.=. Damn, i think i pretty fucked up now...haha. Bruce Lee tell me," Be water, my man". See, i told u. He is great philosopher as well! Rwar!

4. Narrow and evil minded. i think i not that evil person, narrow minded yea in some aspect...

In conclusion....I dun even have bricks and cement to build my building, and i think i can survive in the jungle, since i have pretty much matches. *lame joke*. Oh man, i gotta do something about it.