Penang's one night trip

Penang, I had been here like...4 years. Yea, i still don't speak Hokkien nor understand them...Yesterday was totally a ....eyeopener for me, my friend just took me to few places in Penang at night where i never been...and i only discovered that. Damn shit, Penang is an awesome place as well. What the hell i am doing in my little room before? There are really beautiful places around me actually, but yea i neeed a pal to be with me ...like when i see something beautiful, i like to describe it. It will be stupid if i talk to myself...Anyway, thanks to my friend. I had a great time and life is not just working and studying...slow down ur move, anything around u become brighter and start glowing.....Beautiful~

Happiness

1. Happy, when i am riding my motorbike and bombing my ears with SNSD's song. Especially on the way to return to apartment....it kinda dangerous because i tend to ride fasterXD. But it is totally awesome feeling.

2. Happy, when in the end of month, get salary and planning how to spend it. Especially handing RM 200 to mum, and telling her," Mum, u dont need to bank in money to my account, i got enough to survive." It make me feel like a real MAN.

3. Happy, if my daddy will stop being alcoholic and smoker...and taking good care of mum. Spend more time with mum...

4. Happy, when having a cup of coffee, a novel and free time to enjoy it. That's life i talking about!

5. Happy, if i having enough money and sufficient time to travel to places, especially beach and highlands.

6. Happy, when talking with friends, buddies and knowing what happen on them. Seeing them graduated, searching for job, Getting lovers, Getting married, giving birth...bla bla bla. Hail the friendship=D

7. Happy, if manage to find a soul mate who can totally settle down with me, and planning to establish a family with me...Buying car, House, Furniture, Dog,Trip, Celebration with families...and no more heart broken time. Time wait for no man, live my life with loneliness is the last thing in world i want.

8. Happy, If i am able to build dream houses to my family and my wife's family. It...is kinda impossible, but still it is a total success a man can ever made, man like me=.=

Yea, i think that's it on my head.

-The End-

Salute Pingsen=D

1. 也许我们年纪还太小，总是说自己还有很多能得到幸福的机会；但如果我们不再踏前一步去争取，剩下的，只有遗憾和幸福的嘲笑声.
2.牵我的手，是你给的关心和喜欢；曾几何时，牵我的手，却变成了一种需尽的责任

He is my ex-classmate. His blog accompanied me during my lunch time...Immersed into his blog, drinking coffee, music on. Chatting in msn....Now i know what is "Enjoy Present"...I strongly recommend his blog to u guys=D. Website= http://pingsen.blogspot.com/. U will be impressed, i ensure u that. Salute Pingsen

22-6-2010

My wallet just left RM 40, and i still have to hold on six more days until my salary out....Is this what people call sucks in financial management? Guess so...But i actually know where my money spent...my mum RM200, RM 180 pay for Ah fu's hostel bill, RM360 For room rent,RM 200 to clear last month bills...Parking for motorbike RM 30 per month, watched like 4-5 movies..Lets say RM 50...RM 40 on gasoline...So i spent almost RM 440 on food?!...haha, but i know when the semester start, Rong gonna return me RM 360 plus the bill before, and so do Ah fu RM 180 $.$. Thats why people said earning a life is tough huh...cant imagine if i have to pay for Car, House, Insurance....and...Shit, i gotta find some way to be able to keep some money for travel!!! Ah...i soo wnted to go camping!!! or or swim like crazy!!! or or bicycling !!! Life is not that simple as i thought=.=

Somebody must be singing at Penang

I awaken by the rain this morning around 7.50 am...Ah,I got a feeling that the day gonna be a good day, that the day gonna be .....NO! Hell no, it never stop~i sms my bos that i will be late today since keep raining =.=. So i decided to put on my raincoat and ride to my company....and yea as i predicted, traffic jam since everybody driving their car to work...Totally a mess, and my raincoat sure done a shit work, i am totally wet -.-....What a day....and it still raining now. I guess somewhere gotta be flooding right now...God, have mercy upon us. I shall not complain too much to u><. And today have to rush the drawing for bos, i will say: This is definitely not a good day for me=(. A smile for a smile, :D:D:D:D. It will be good if today is sunday where i can sleep like piggy~sigh~

This is another extension project for semi-Detached house....Client's budget is around 300 k including interior design, sound crazy yea?...the latest news i heard is, he going to take the plan we designated and give to contractor build on it own....it is just too cunning if thats true...This is something i kinda like, modern simpler line work, wider opening, defined horizontal and vertical elements, Red match with white integrated with walnut flooring, oak timber strut. Simple and elegant. I think my dream house gonna do in this way some day=D. Just that will be better if i can realy see it be built on site....Hope client will not disappointed me =(.

Father's Day

I just called my Daddy and wish him Happy Father's Day... and i realised that we dun have much to talk. Since my childhood, Daddy is that kind of stern and silent father. I just remember he always tell me," Study Hard, Take good care of ur health, Drive safely..." we never like wow thats hot chick there, 3 o'clock or any other conversation u can imagine....And everytime i call him, always because of mum telling me he is going to drink tonight again, and he totally lost control when drinking...he dun realised that he having high colestrol? and my grand parents both die of cancer? He smoking everyday....soo, here is the conversation ." dad, Happy Father's day." "Thanks....oh Our Malay Granny just passed away( She is my grandfather's daughter, adopted by Malay family since baby, so we do have some connection eversince) " Oh, realy? thats bad.." " I am on my way to the funeral now" He said. " Mum is at home" He added. " oh dad, i just calling u to wish u Happy Father's day, and take care of ur health, Dun smoke and drink too much." " Ok ok, u drive safely too, and take care". "Bye....So yeah i guess that is all the phone call about...He always tell me, take care of ur mum. Just send me to OldFolk Settlement... and stuff. And i just hope he will understand Mum need him too. Thats his responsibility to accompany her too...She devoted her youth and golden age to my daddy. So, Dad. Take care of mum as well. I know u love us, and i have no problem offering any financial support to u and mum' s trip when i come out to work ...So yea, Happy Father's Day=D Take good care of ur health, Drive safely, Have good rest after work.

Another review of what i had done

This is probably the most proper stuff i had done in my studio for all these long timeXD, Still i am sucks in building by-law, technical stuff. And i am so thankful to my coursemates especially Roong, Chiawei, Reno, Laysan and Yikhing...They teach me and offering their helps so generously. It would be a disaster without them around my Uni life=D

Hey this remind me we have to make Melvynn spend some of his money to treat us a meal. Wakakaka. SYok!! Some of my friends told me it looks like business center, residential apartment and all kind of weird stuff XD...i just wnt to say whether it look alike anot, it is a Business Hotel lol~~i dun think it is 4-star tho, but i do put time and efforts in doing this. So at least i am responsible for myself.

Bird eye view although all adjacent buildings are in white XD.

Deluxe suite? tell me if u realy wnt to stay one night here....haha

I like this superior suite, not bcos of the interior but cos of the light getting in.=D

Single room, this is only for Single businessman to stay? Look nice to me tho.

Alright, this is one of my presentation board. Bcos the file so heavy, i'm lazy to upload it. I quite satisfied with this actually,first time to think much on treating facade. It did kill many of my brain cells...so ciao look forward what coming to me in future. =D

18-7-2010

Coolest people in my life:


Mummy
No doubt she is the one who love me the most in this world. Although she dun say i love u, my baby or stuff like that. She is someone who dun talk but act. She is a lovely and easy going with me, no matter what am i doing, decision making, she just support me without any doubts. She dun have chance to study last time, and married to my daddy in the early age of her. And since then, she been doing the housework for family and taking care each one of us. I still remember when i was in standard Four, i changed school from Jerlun to KK Tsungwah. I was terrified by my class teacher who telling me to go back to ur hometown to study and she complained how bad i was in front of my mum. My mum didnt say a word to me but she accompanied me to learn boarding school bus back to my village. She never expect me to be someone successful but someone who healthy and reach home safely...She spent most of her life in taking care of us. She dun realy has her life....sometime i realy feel bad bcos i dun have much time and ability to travel with her. Now i realy look forward to graduate soon and able to show my mum how beautiful the world is, and always i wnt her to know that ---I Love Her. U raise me up~~so i can stand on the mountain~~U raise me up, i can stand in stormy sea...

Siau kee

A buddy i had known for 10 years. In front of her,I have no secrets, in fact i actually revealed some of my bad sides in front of her too such as... crying, dang i am so sissy=.=. But that's exactly how i trusted her, She is sure very important person in my life, someone who can talk about the past, the present and future. She is pretty, elegant, soft, considerate, easy-going...hmm knew her like 10 years, i hardly find any disadvantages of her. Talking to her always a pleasant time for me. My secondary school time was really fantastic and she is sure the main creator of memories. I really hope that she will have a wonderful life ahead, and she deserve the greatest things in the world. Amigo, all the best =D.

Ah KA

Another buddy i spent my secondary school time with. A man full of sense of humor, a man who love his family, and always there when family need him. Every time i see him going estate to work with his mum or dad, i impressed by him a lot. What a good kido, and of course we shared also a lot of memories. There are stuff we been doing together such as scouting time, travel time, chit chat time...Too much to tell, in short, He is absolutely cool manXD. It is my fortunate to able to know him. Cheers!

Choon Hooi

A dinosaur when the first time i met him in standard four, i once said: "do u think u look like a dinasour? " Well, that was physically speaking, but now it prove me i never wrong. Because he is indeed a good man that u hardly find anywhere else. When i think of doing crazy stuff, travelling, he is the first one who pop up in my mind. So it is a loss for gals who dun appreciate him, Bcos he is such precious dinosaur. I had made very much promises with him such as next time our kidos will have basketball match and stuff...Haha i can even imagine that now. And hey, u know what? Just get to know him, u will find how good is him. The description of him, i leave u to explore okay? tell me if want his contact^^.

Angel kwan

A lady who REALLY....how to describe it...AWESOME! She is determined, well organized, always know what she want in life, family-minded, Intelligent, lovely....it will be a WOW when u talked to her. She is really thoughtful person, and i can say she is kinda like my "teladan". The way she perceive the world is just special...And when talk to her, i always get inspired and have the urge to become better person. That's how good she is, a person who able to motivate another. But i dun realy wnt to meet her bcos she is going to be a doctor XD...*joke*. Seriously, She is just perfectly awesome! Hope u will achieve what u always wnt, angel =D.

Alright...now it bother me , becos it seem everybody is poping up in my mind now, and i am in working firm...so yeah, Next time!! Time to work!

17-6-2010

After a day work, when i returned to rented apartment. My housemate ask me to swim along. We chat like few hours i think, he is really a mature person, know a lot of stuff, always willing to share which i really like about him. Cant imagine he is younger than me....haha.

Well, what he shared with me really like throwing one rock into calm water. BUSshhh, although Bruce Lee tell me Be Water....Ah it is not even related. So, yeah. He was like open my stubborn eyes, what i had missed and wasted ~

1. When think of someone, just call him or her. Well, i called two friends and my mum after that.
2. Trust people. Always trust ppl, even though ppl betrayed u, u actually lose nothing but he or she lose a friend.
3. Sharing is learning. Telling people whats in ur mind in proper way, if everybody can do that. Then there will be no conflict, since we know boundaries where we cant cross over.
4. Confident. U have to be confident and never look down on urself. If u do, then how do u expect ppl to respect u?

i read a book before, it mentioned about u take years to build a building, u just need one atch to burn it down. U take years to build ur reputation, u just need one lie to totally fuck up ur image. U take long period to establish ur business, u just need one wrong decision to tear it down. So there are four matches mentioned in the book:

1. Uncontrollable emotions. This is what bother me the most, bcos i am such an emotional person, well i really hope i can improve on this. "Start with the man in the mirror", Michael Jackson.

2. Unwise decision without considering. This apply to everything:career, friend, family, love. Everything u need to do decison. So be calm and think over when u going to decide something, bcos it always bring to certain consequences can pretty mess u up.

3. Stubborn. Okie, again that's me =.=. Damn, i think i pretty fucked up now...haha. Bruce Lee tell me," Be water, my man". See, i told u. He is great philosopher as well! Rwar!

4. Narrow and evil minded. i think i not that evil person, narrow minded yea in some aspect...

In conclusion....I dun even have bricks and cement to build my building, and i think i can survive in the jungle, since i have pretty much matches. *lame joke*. Oh man, i gotta do something about it.

16-6-2010

BE WATER~quoted by Bruce Lee

I knew him since my childhood. He is like a legend, his lighting fist and kicking, how i wnted to have that kind of martial skills...Rwar!! But i never knew so much about him until yesterday i watched a video about him. He is not only a Kungfu legend, the first chinese successfully glowing in the Western Film industry which chinese always act as drivers, comedians and slave. As Stan Lee mentioned, He is a hero without costume on. He also good in philosophy, pioneer of body fitness. He inspired Director of Rush Hour Series, Rapper and musician, Even Free Runner of Euro...Oh man, just with 4 movies, he bring great impact to the world. He once said," When u pour water into teapot, it become teapot. Into bottle, it become bottle. It can crash stone, it never stop and no obstacle can stop it. So, Be water, Man."

Be water....be flexible....i like it. Salute Bruce Lee! Oh between, there is another topic i wanted to write it down here.

GHOST THEORY

First of all, i believe that ghost exist. It is a explanation i define myself. We learnt about, Energy cannot be destroyed or created, only can transform. We, Human brain power, it's an energy form. So what if human died, where the energy go? yea, guess what, transformed into What we call "Ghost". And another idea comes out, how about being possessed by ghost? Well, we learnt about same frequency will have phenomena of resonance. Which mean, when our brain power in same frequency with "ghost" energy, we likely to have resonance with "them". Thus, having their memory and able to tell their story. why i suddenly mention about this? It is because i viewed ghost video in fb XD and terrified. So i have to find explanation to be not terrified. Human tend to scare of unknown things. So it is better to make a assumption to explain it =D. Alright, no bullshitting anymore. Start the work today!

15-June-2010

Another day started, i called my friend last night to settle the conflict. I am glad that i at least make it clear without anymore misunderstandings. In the end of conversation, i whisper to myself, i shall remain calm all the time no matter what happened next time. I found out that everytime i pissed off of something, and always, i will regret for what i done and said afterward....sooo, the better solution is....dun do something u gonna regret. I been thinking was i a jerk before, i seem like deserve the consequences being dumped. So how about the went to book store to buy book for her? how about some stupid hand-made Christmas card? How about the tears i been dropping? How about the miserable life i am leading? How about i keep distant from girl approach? Anyhow, i am still a jerk, i admit it. Do u know when the 21th birthday of my life, i found out that u actually dump me because of u dated with other guy, i am phobia of celebrating birthday now? But i think i deserve it, since i hurted u before, so yeah i deserve the pain. I am not a saint, i cant realy happy for u, although i wish i can. But i understand that he is indeed a good guy although i dun really know him....from what i read of his blog. yea, he is obviously better choice. I been trying for years just to forget, but anyhow the pain haunted me from time to time. Ppl telling me time is cure? i doubt that....So in the end, i am the one who keep torturing myself. Is this my fault being too serious about this? when will this end...haiz...i am tired of the stubborn me. i even hate myself being like this...endless nightmare...

Anyway, there is something i am kinda proud of myself tho. Able to involve creating cool interior and exterior atmosphere and spaces, And yeah i am thinking of record some of my working exp daily in this blog. I think it gonna be some of my notes in my future undertaking. So yeah, why dun do it? This is the extension of existing single storey semi-detached house. Client wnted a colonial Victorian type of building...but anyhow integrated with Balinese....i wonder what should i call it...Anyhow, becos of the single pitched roof and extruding in and out of plan which is the main feature of modern building plan...it suppose to have symmetry building plan and double pitched roof to create that victorian building....Anyhow, clients complaining about it doesnt look like a colonial building...soooo, i proposed crossing pattern casement window, and cement cladding to treat the facade, feature stone wall integrating in...and somehow, it is a weird combination for me though. But i do what i have to do, it is depend how on client think about it....i dun mind trying other options tho. Since playing facade is kinda fun for me, haha.

This is the first proposal....
from first storey to double storey, i never know how they gonna get the approval from council, totally insane huh~but money is magic, nothing is impossible ~And i know this is not final yet =.=. See how then

14-6-2010

Okie, i keep telling me to be someone better than i should be. And i seen like failed to do so. I am already 23 years old...and that i dun even notice time is flying and passing without any clues. Today, i read again stuff in xanga.com...i having a conflict with one of my friends...i cant sleep last night... i am feeling uneasy today....i talking to myself in the middle of midnight...i am doubting myself am i a....jerk. too much of stuffs in my head now, so i gotta throwout here.

What i wnt to highlight today is... i watched a record about dolphins slaughter in japan. That realy make me feel upset about it...to make thing worse, the government of Jap even try to cover it up and come out with a lot of excuses which i call bullshits...too bad for them not realizing what horrible things they had been done and still doing it... i think they lost qualification as a human being. And i even pray to God to judge them....i think i am kinda evil on that point. Alright, i realy hope that i can settle the conflict with that friend by today. And if possible, i want to learn some things in 3 D max and sketch up vray....Persistency, Gambateh, tingsai! To be someone better!!Never lose ur temper again!!